20 April 2014 @ 02:52 pm
38 LOST icons (20 Ben, 18 S1)  





[38] LOST (20 Ben Linus for character20n20 + 18 misc S1 for watchnicon)

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* More importantly, watch Lost!

First, my entry for [livejournal.com profile] character20n20, which is about my love Ben (BIG SHOCK I know :p).

I had actually claimed Emma Swan first but then i started making the icons and realized it was very difficult to interpret the themes when I've only seen the episodes once so I don't really know her that well. With Ben I've paid lots of attention ot every single detail about his story, so it was a lot easier to make the icons about him. Lesson learnt: always claim a character you're really obessed with, even if it's the same character you always icon for all the things :p

I'm not sure if these icons do the character justice at all, I only had a week to complete these cause I switched to him so late. Some of them may be a little rushed, but I still had a lot of fun making them and staring at pretty Ben caps :>



10 THEMES

Close Ship Flowers Full Body & Fake BG Over the Shoulder Pink & Yellow
Provided Texture Regret Sly Spring White Light



CATEGORY

Five of Pentacles Six of Cups Eight of Swords Queen of Swords King of Wands



ARTIST'S CHOICE

artist's choice 1 artist's choice 2 artist's choice 3 artist's choice 4 artist's choice 5



Category set explanation - these are the tarot cards I got, and how I interpreted them in relation to Ben:


1. In a world that equates success with financial security, the loss shown on the Five of Pentacles can be a humbling blow to one's self-esteem. This can be brought about in many ways, but even though an exterior event may seem to be the cause, this card often shows a loss that you bring upon yourself.

At one point of the series, Ben's people decide to move from the barracks to the Temple, and on their way they have to live in tents. It's only a temporary decrease in their wealth and comfort, but that's the closest I could think of for this card.

2. (Six of Cups): This card is the only one in the Tarot that refers explicitly to the past, and of memories and good times experienced there.

Well this was easy enough, considering that we're only given one or two happy scenes in his flashbacks :c He seemed very happy when Alex was little and didn't hate him yet, so that's what I iconed.

3. The Eight of Swords shows what happens when you abuse the power of the Swords suit to a large enough degree - it turns against you. In most cases, the Eight of Swords and its precarious position of entrapment is the end result. [...] The twisted web of logic and mental power is a tough one to escape, but it can be done by someone who realizes that the Swords can be used to his or her advantage.

I iconed Ben imprisoned in the hatch. He does have the power to escape, with a little help from his people and Michael ;)

4. This type of person often has very few friends, and they are often depressed and unsatisfied with themselves because they cannot live up to their own high standards. The Queen of Swords often uses her dry and vicious humor to keep others from seeing her bitterness and her dissatisfaction.

Vicious humor? This is Ben alright. He just can't help provoking people, even when he usually gets beaten for it. This scene is another one of those cases when he's teasing his favorite person to tease, John Locke ;) This is probably not really related to the main idea of the card but it was really difficult for me to even get what it was really about, so I just picked one quote from the explanation :p

5. The King of Wands invites us to act as he would to solve our problems. [...] He is the warrior of light who stands up for something that matters, and his appearance is an invitation for you to do so as well. If there is a cause you wish to support, but you are unsure of your position, you may proceed with the knowledge that your base of power is strong. Enjoy the King's power and authority, but be sure to use it for productive means.

Moving the Island is the first time Ben stands up for something good (if we define 'good' as what's good for the protagonists of the show! from his POV, everything he has done has been good, and I agree jsyk. But anyways). He basically sacrifices himself for the Island and the people on it, knowing he won't have an easy way back, and he loves the Island as much as Locke does, yet he volunteers for this job believing it's Jacob's will.





I don't usually like to include any icon dump stuff or other entries into my 20in20 entries, but this time I thought these would fit cause the fandom is the same. So, here's my [livejournal.com profile] watchnicon entry for round 6, including episodes 1x13-1x18. I love all of these episodes, especially 1x13 and 1x18. The theme of the round was to icon things that are distinctive/memorable in our claim.


[21-25]
[26-30]
[31-35]
[36-38]


1x13 Hearts and Minds - I love this episode. it has so many perfect things in it: creepy Locke, creepy hallucinations, the best/creepiest canonish ship (Shannon/Boone), and just a high level of general creepiness. Basically it's as good as a Benless episode can be :3 I chose to focus on Shannon and Boone in the icons, cause it was one of the things I remembered well from my first watch years ago, and their step-sibling relationship not really common in tv so I thought they might be a good pick for this challenge.

1x14 Special - this episode is awesome cause it gives us some really interesting stuff about Walt, plus another polar bear! The thing people mostly remember about Michael is that he's always shouting for Waaaaalt, haha. I still have a few eps to go before that episode, but Michael does spend a lot of his time searching for Walt even before the kidnapping, and that's how this episode starts as well, so I thought, why not :D In 5 I wanted to make a really close crop cause that's something Lost does a lot. And in 6 I went with the polar bear inspiration, I think it's something a lot of people remember from these s1 episodes.

1x15 Homecoming - I love this episode, very dark and dramatic. The flashbacks don't do much for me in this one, but the on Island story is wonderful. In 7 I used a nighttime/firelight scene cause there are a LOT of those in Lost :p 8 is the most obvious kind of Lost inspiration, focusing on the wonderful jungle scenery which definitely sets it apart from most other shows. 9 also shows a little of those lovely settings. One of the things that for me make Lost such an awesome show is that all the character interactions are so good, and all the relationships so different, so I wanted to icon one of my favorite canon ships, Charlie/Claire, who shared many awesome scenes especially during s1.

1x16 Outlaws - I like this episode a lot, because all the Sawyer angst. tbh I hate the drinking game scene, but had to icon it (again :p) cause it was pretty much the scene I remembered the clearest from my first watch, so I guess it was memorable. in 10 I wanted to icon a memorable quote and a significant part of Sawyer's backstory. 11 is another one using Lost's signature extreme close shots.

1x17 ...In Translation - omg so many dramatic twists in this one. I love how this develop's Jin's pov more and we see that the Jin/Sun story isn't all black and white. The scene where Sun's english speaking skills are revealed is EPIC, and I couldn't decide which part of it to use, so I basicaly threw all the caps at the icon, haha. In 13 I iconned another flashback cause those are another thing that is really distinctive about Lost, and in 14 I went with ocean scenery + the raft which is another one of those important plot things that a lot of people remember from this season.

1x18 Numbers - Hurley is awesome, and yay for the NUMBERS. I chose to focus mostly on them in these icons cause they're such a significant thing in this show and I love the way they're introduced here. I couldn't resist making one Danielle icon though cause I love all her s1 scenes and this one with Hurley was particularly incredible. People running in the jungle with guns is a veeery common thing in Lost though so I think that icon fits the theme too :>

 
 
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apologizeg: Hannibal // Will - This is not my design[personal profile] apologizeg on April 20th, 2014 12:25 pm (UTC)
lol, these are all great!
Close Ship has amazing composition. Flowers looks like it's from a romantic comedy which is great. Full Body & Fake BG is really funny. Over the Shoulder has amazing vintage coloring. Sly is great because it's the essence of Benry. The colors in Spring and White Light and Six of Cups are amazing. And I'm in love with everything in artist's choice!

Also 30 is fantastic because it looks like it's from an old gangster movie :D
neonspider: locke candidate[personal profile] neonspider on April 20th, 2014 12:40 pm (UTC)
oh wow, thank you so much!! :D haha yess the entire sly theme was absolutely perfect for Ben, I could have used any cap or scene cause when is he not sly? But that was the ultimate manipulative bastard quote so I just had to use it. I had so much fun with the ac set too so I'm super glad you like it! :)
violateraindrop: Person of Interest: Finch[personal profile] violateraindrop on April 20th, 2014 12:30 pm (UTC)
Gosh, I love your vintage coloring so much <3
And your composition! Close Ship, Regret and AC#3 are perfect examples for that. At the same time I also like the simpler look of Flowers and Over the Shoulder.
I just love how coherent the [livejournal.com profile] character20n20 batch looks and yet it still contains a mixture of different styles, vibrant, and muted coloring.
Talking about coloring, I really like the colors of 34. The composition of the [livejournal.com profile] watchnicon icons is also great, especially 22 and 30. The texture and text use on 23 is awesome :)
neonspider: lockdown scene. start of an epic romance[personal profile] neonspider on April 20th, 2014 12:43 pm (UTC)
omg, thank you!! ♥

LOL I should try to think of something new sometime, and I actually had some other plans first but then I was hit by all these vintage inspirations again, so it's wonderful to hear you like that aspect of them :D also I'm super glad someone likes 22, it was one of my own faves from the watchnicon set.
[identity profile] shameless666.livejournal.com on April 20th, 2014 02:03 pm (UTC)
Oh, Ben! My favourite character from LOST! <3
This is absolutely stunning post! My favourites are Close Ship, Flowers, Spring, CAT3, CAT5 and the whole AC set :)
Great job like always!
neonspider: kate run complex[personal profile] neonspider on April 21st, 2014 08:22 am (UTC)
Thank you so much!! Hee, I'm super glad to hear that he's your favorite as well, and that you like the icons :)
[identity profile] neverberoyals.livejournal.com on April 20th, 2014 04:20 pm (UTC)
you seriously make the most flawless icons ever! i can't even describe how much i love your colorings.
close ship, full body & fake background, spring, six of cup, and ac3 are my absolute favorites. amazing job!
neonspider: kate lime blocking[personal profile] neonspider on April 21st, 2014 08:24 am (UTC)
omg, thank you for this super flattering comment! Idek what to say, just thanks! ♥
nightbulbs: Tink - Paradise[personal profile] nightbulbs on April 20th, 2014 05:02 pm (UTC)
I wanted Emma icons from you so badly ;) I totally get having more fun iconning a character you're really 'in love' with, though! And always yay for more Ben icons and Ben feels and Ben everything :D (I shouldn't love the psycho villains so much...) And I love your vibrant/retro style so much and it's actually extra perfect for LOST caps. The Cat set is a thing of beauty and I also love Fake BG, Regret, Spring and AC3. ♥
neonspider: kate juliet vibrant levels[personal profile] neonspider on April 21st, 2014 08:34 am (UTC)
Aw, sorry for the lack of Emma icons :< I really wanted to make those too, she would have been sooo much fun for coloring and cropping reasons (Ben is much more difficult in that regard. Not much hair porn, haha). I think I'll try to make it up by making a general OUAT set for no particular challenge, it's been a long while since I made free sets like that, and I miss it. and that way I can add a few Rumples in it as well, and Regina and all the other characters I love :3

I'm really glad you like the Ben set though, thank you so much for the wonderful comment! ♥

And always yay for more Ben icons and Ben feels and Ben everything :D

Yes. You have the best opinions! :D nothing wrong with liking psycho villains. Or, actually I think they're just tragic characters, not that psycho after all!
[identity profile] sodamnreckless.livejournal.com on April 20th, 2014 05:02 pm (UTC)
HOW DO YOU COLOR? and your compositions, damn. Once again you left me speechless, this is one hell of a batch and I just can't pick one, they are all perfect.
neonspider: kate juliet 2[personal profile] neonspider on April 21st, 2014 08:36 am (UTC)
omg, thank you so much for the lovely comment!! ♥ so glad you like them that much, especially the colors and compositions, the two things I just have to abuse in almost every icon, haha :D
(no subject) - [identity profile] sodamnreckless.livejournal.com on April 21st, 2014 01:18 pm (UTC)
[identity profile] setentpet.livejournal.com on April 20th, 2014 05:45 pm (UTC)
SOOO glad I just got done with LOST and have a new love for Ben. These icons are absolutely amazing and I am snagging every last one of them. =)

Love the composition, coloring and text on the 1st one. And, oh my goodness the flowers one is awesome, great color and he is so adorable in that moment. Love the pisces ones, I had written that quote down during my rewatch because it actually made me lol so I am so happy to have an icon that says it. Love the muted coloring on over the shoulder and cat1 and the compositions on your entire AC set is amazing. You are totally going to have to do some tutorials sometime. =)
neonspider: kate juliet 1[personal profile] neonspider on April 21st, 2014 08:42 am (UTC)
Omg seriously you saved them all??? wow, thanks! :D and thanks for the absolutely wonderful comment too.
Yesss Ben with flowers was the cutest ever. When i saw that theme after changing to ben my first thought was 'how am I gonna blend him with a flower texture without it being completely random' and then I remembered that scene and was very relieved :D hee, glad I'm not the only one who lols at the pisces quote. Snarky Ben is the best.
aw, I'd be happy to write a tutorial anytime, if you have an icon or two in mind!
[identity profile] wyldreamer.livejournal.com on April 20th, 2014 07:15 pm (UTC)
Ben!!! These are great! I really love; Close ship, over the shoulder, Regret, white light and AC #3 :)
neonspider: kate cyan blocking[personal profile] neonspider on April 21st, 2014 08:43 am (UTC)
Aw, thank you!! :D glad you like them!
[identity profile] jessswann.livejournal.com on April 20th, 2014 07:27 pm (UTC)
Beautiful set ! I love your coloring specially in spring, white light, cat 2 and watchicon 29
I also like your AC set and 22,30,35
neonspider: kate born to run[personal profile] neonspider on April 21st, 2014 09:31 am (UTC)
Wow, thank you so much for the lovely comment! ♥ So glad you like them :)
[identity profile] mylengrave.livejournal.com on April 20th, 2014 07:46 pm (UTC)
These r so creative! I absolutely adore them! The usage of colors, forms, shapes, wow!
neonspider: kate blocking[personal profile] neonspider on April 21st, 2014 09:32 am (UTC)
Oh wow, thank you so much!! I'm really flattered you like them that much :>
[identity profile] rosaxx50.livejournal.com on April 21st, 2014 03:37 am (UTC)
As beautiful as always. Your Ben icons are particularly great. I love your use of scenery in 28 and 34 (along with the lovely muted colouring in 34), but they are all so wonderful.
neonspider: juliet vibrant closecrop[personal profile] neonspider on April 21st, 2014 09:34 am (UTC)
Thank you for the wonderful comment! ♥ Lost has the most perfect scenery ever, so it's pretty much a must to use it in some of the icons :D
[identity profile] laurels.livejournal.com on April 21st, 2014 12:19 pm (UTC)
Woah, your icon making skills are on a whole other level! I'm just speechless, and both laughing and glaring at you for saying that they're not that great because you only had a week, ahah! The composition on Close Ship is brilliant, as it is on all your AC set. And your vibrant colouring is gorgeous!
neonspider: hurley numbers[personal profile] neonspider on April 21st, 2014 10:50 pm (UTC)
OMG, this comment must be one of the most amazing I've ever received! idk what to say, I'm just super flattered you like them so much ;__; ♥ Thank you!!

(ahaha, sorry about the whiny entry text :'D I always freak out when I have to icon quickly cause usually a week is only enough to make 5-10 icons for me so yeah I was afraid the rushedness would show. I'm super relieved that you don't seem to think so, that's wonderful to hear, so thanks again :>)
[identity profile] schwarze-ratte.livejournal.com on April 21st, 2014 12:34 pm (UTC)
Fantastic batch of icons. Always adore your style. My favs are #close ship (love what you did with the text), #flowers (because he looks sweet in this one), #provided texture (you can make out of erverything a good looking icon), #regret (fav. coloring), #spring (amazing cropping), #eight of swords (just marvellous) and #ac.5. *waves*
neonspider: hurley[personal profile] neonspider on April 21st, 2014 10:56 pm (UTC)
Oh wow, thank you so much for the wonderful comment! ♥ I have to admit that provided texture looked sooo weird and difficult to use at first (although pandavirus is def. one of my favorite texture makers). But then I started playing with it and started really liking the texture cause it actually gave me a lot of ideas, and it's lovely to hear you like what I ended up doing with it :>

and yesss he does look super sweet in the cap I used for flowers :D
[identity profile] raktajinos.livejournal.com on April 22nd, 2014 12:05 am (UTC)
absofriggen gorgeous!!!
neonspider: daniel sciencey stuff[personal profile] neonspider on April 22nd, 2014 09:30 am (UTC)
Omg thank you so much!! :D
ext_5774: Teen wolf- (s1) Allison's got nice hair[identity profile] marishna.livejournal.com on April 22nd, 2014 05:09 am (UTC)
Your colouring, composition and text all make me so disgustingly jealous, you have no idea. The colours are all so extreme and bordering on obscene and yet they're all so spot on and ugh. I can't even. I just love so many of them.
neonspider: daniel nuclear[personal profile] neonspider on April 22nd, 2014 09:33 am (UTC)
Wow, thank you so much for this wonderful comment *__* ♥ ahaha 'extreme bordering on obscene' is the most awesome description ever, THANKS!! :D
(your icons are brilliant though so the jealousy part doesn't make sense!)
[identity profile] youcallitwinter.livejournal.com on April 22nd, 2014 07:22 am (UTC)
Your composition is just so insanely stunning, the use of text, texture, color, cropping, etc., everything is flawless, LOVE the Ben and Boone/Shannon icons so much!
neonspider: daniel faraday[personal profile] neonspider on April 22nd, 2014 09:35 am (UTC)
eeeks, thank you so much for this amazing comment!! I'm super happy you like them :> especially the Ben and Boone/Shannon, i think those were probably my favorites to make too!
[identity profile] juanxyo.livejournal.com on April 22nd, 2014 10:53 pm (UTC)
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WOOWWWWW LOST <33 BEN <33 These are stunning!!
Close Ship, White Light, Eight of Swords, Regret, 30, 34 & 37 are my favourites. Amazing job, as always!

<33
neonspider: ben colorful[personal profile] neonspider on April 23rd, 2014 04:57 pm (UTC)
Omg, this comment! ♥ and that gif!!! he's just too perfect.

Thank you so much, I'm super glad you like them!!! *__*
[identity profile] vapor.livejournal.com on April 23rd, 2014 05:55 am (UTC)
OMW these are amazing. I especially love 'pink & yellow'. It's gorgeous!
neonspider: ben bw color frame[personal profile] neonspider on April 23rd, 2014 05:01 pm (UTC)
Oh wow, thank you so much!! I'm extra thrilled to hear you liked Pink&Yellow that much, I think you're the only one to list it as a favorite, I thought it was too weird for anyone to like but couldn't think of anything else for that theme :D

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neonspider: sawyer blocking[personal profile] neonspider on April 24th, 2014 10:49 am (UTC)
Wow, thank you so much, I'm really flattered that you like them, especially cause you've made so many of the best Lost icons I've seen! Thank you so much!! :)
[identity profile] neatmonster.livejournal.com on April 23rd, 2014 08:09 pm (UTC)
Both sets are outstanding! As usually I was going to save a couple but I ended up with saving around 20 ♥

I need to rewatch this....
neonspider: shannon boone[personal profile] neonspider on April 24th, 2014 10:54 am (UTC)
aw, thank you so much for the wonderful comment! ♥ I'm just super flattered you wanted to save that many :3

and YESS to all the Lost rewatching. It's such a rewarding show to rewatch. (I'm still super sad that I wasn't into it yet when you were running wehave2goback. I would have participated like crazy if my love for this show had developed a little sooner!)
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[identity profile] jokermary.livejournal.com on April 23rd, 2014 09:24 pm (UTC)
I love everything. These are amazing and your coloring is wonderful *_* Also, I really love your use of textures!
neonspider: sayid torturer[personal profile] neonspider on April 24th, 2014 10:55 am (UTC)
Thank you so much for the lovely comment!! :) I'm so glad you like the colorings, I had so much fun with them!
[identity profile] spikesredqueen.livejournal.com on April 25th, 2014 01:21 am (UTC)
Great icons!
neonspider: sawyer life's a con[personal profile] neonspider on April 25th, 2014 09:25 am (UTC)
Thank you!! :)
[identity profile] pokecharm.livejournal.com on April 25th, 2014 12:46 pm (UTC)
nice set - love your use of textures!
neonspider: sawyer cyan yellow[personal profile] neonspider on April 25th, 2014 01:12 pm (UTC)
Thank you so much!! I'm really glad to hear you like the texture use cause I really love using them :D
[identity profile] library-of-sex.livejournal.com on April 26th, 2014 10:47 pm (UTC)
WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY?????????????????/ I TOLD YOU TO STOP THIS MADNESS, BUT YOU WON'T LISTEN!

You already know how I adore that first icon. The blocking, the lighting/contrast, the gorgeous matte coloring, and the text placement (especially for such a long quote) all form such a flawless whole piece. The animated convo in Full Body & Fake BG is incredible cuz you really make Ben wait a beat before he answers. You nailed comedic timing in an icon! Over the Shoulder is awesome cuz his pink shirt absolutely and totally POPS against the matte gray background. Regret stuns me cuz the text is just scrawling everywhere and framing the blocks without being overwhelming. The blue truly stands out in that icon, too!

Five of Pentacles is so soft and subtle and direct. The yellow sky against the green grass is simply sublime, my friend. King of Wands looks like a goddamn comic book page. I DON'T WANNA TALK ABOUT IT, AND YOU CAN'T MAKE ME. AC1 is gorgeous, and I love how you used that white fuuurs texture to grunge it up. The mix of fonts is excellent as well! Why do you do that to me? WHY? I just won't ever understand your need to torture me. SHUT UP, AC5. JUST SHUT UP. I don't care about your stupid perfect text and font, or your dumb circles or stupid laser blue color and dumb earthy browns that captivate my heart. GET OUT OF MY SIGHT.

The Walt close crop is like OOOOOOOOOOOMG. Just quietly arresting and also saddening. The Michael icon is incredible. Loving that particular shade of green and the beautiful yellow text looming over him. THE ROSSEAU ICON'S COLORING. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! STOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOP IT.

IN CONCLUSION, GO AWAY FOREVER. AND EVER. AND EVER.
neonspider: juliet diamond blocking[personal profile] neonspider on April 28th, 2014 04:06 pm (UTC)
Oh you and your comments ♥ Thank you so much!!!

I'm ridiculously proud of that animated icon cause it's my first ever, so I'm super glad you like it!! I know it's the most simple animation possible, yet I'm still proud that I at least bothered to find out how to do that :D

Haha, ALL the best quotes are so annoyingly long that they kind of force me to do weird stuff with text and that's how messes like Close ship and Regret are born. (also: poor Ben, your regrets are truly special ♥)

hee, thanks a lot for liking cat5 & thinking it looks like a comic book thing cause that was totally the inspiration. It's one of those icons that i really like myself but didn't expect anyone else to, but ofc you have an appreciation for the weirder things, so yeah it's just wonderful to know you like it :>

LOL how awesome is it that you know exactly which texture I used on ac1??? Yes it was totally that fuuurs texture. *high-fives fellow texture lover*

Ac5 was just something I threw together at the last hour cause I was missing one ac! I didn't think it was that good tbh, it's one of those icons where I just find a nice background texture and slap an image on it and call that an icon. I used to rely pretty heavily on that lazy technique, now I'm at least trying to do something more with textures, but sometimes I still take that route so yeah :p glad you like it that much though, I have a soft spot for Dr. Linus so an icon of him was definitely needed to complete the set! :3

I'M NOT GOING ANYWHERE, YOU'LL JUST HAVE TO SOMEHOW TOLERATE ME ♥
michelle: who ♦  a and away i fly[identity profile] marcasite.livejournal.com on April 27th, 2014 01:47 pm (UTC)
Funny, I heart your bold, vivid icons so much that when I see icons like flowers or over the shoulder, I am reminded of why you are such an amazing maker. Your style is so distinct yet you try other styles and colors. Gorgeous set!
neonspider: i forgive you[personal profile] neonspider on April 28th, 2014 04:10 pm (UTC)
Oh wow, this is such an amazingly sweet and flattering comment! I do love trying different things even though most of my icons are the same, lol :p Over the shoulder was actually meant to be extra vibrant, but the result was so ugly that I made another version and the mutedness worked much better. I'm really glad you like it and Flowers that much! ♥